So yesterday morning we found out that Ava was in surgery. My first thought was, well we know Ava will be fine, but what about the rest of us. Yikes.
God promises that he will work all things together for the good of those who love him. I double checked yesterday and sure enough Romans Chapter 8 there it is. It even tells us that when we don't know what to pray for that is okay because God's spirit within us will talk to God for us -- okay mind boggling, defnitely.
I feel like she is ever present on my heart and mind, hopefully that is praying what is meant by praying without ceasing. I can't seem to pray that the chemo will work or that the doctors will do their best...I just offer up the bucket.... Dear God, Heal Ava and please please please Lord do it here on Earth now would be good!
So anyways I am still a wife, still a mom and am supposed to continue my life when all I want to do is wait and see what God does. I feel like I am on the edge of my seat waiting for the typed line..."Ava is better, headaches are gone and you know what we can't even tell they did surgery yesterday".
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